Love Letter #51

 

Suzie Baby,

 

I love you dearly and I am sincerely sorry for my past actions.

 

Thank you for loving me so strongly and for your forgiveness. You have taught me a lot, my love. Because of you I am a better man and I have a true desire to be a better husband, to grow and mature with you as we strengthen our loving bond to heavenly proportions. I feel a strong love for you in my heart and it feels wonderful. Let’s build upon that as we move forward with the spirit of love as our ultimate guide.

 

You are my everything and I cherish you now more than ever before. Why? Because you are a faithful wife who stayed by my side with love and understanding when I didn’t deserve it. You believed in the power of love and didn’t give up. Through your actions you demonstrated what it means to love ”unconditionally.” You taught me a valuable lesson that I will hold in high regard as we continue to live in love and evolve our beautiful, love-filled marriage. Mwah…I love you, I respect you, I admire you, I value you, and I truly cherish you. Thank you for blessing my life with your incredible, powerful, life changing LOVE!

 

You asked what got me back on track? Well my love, I acknowledged the errors in my thinking. I was so focused on the negatives that I failed to see all the positives. My thought atmosphere was polluted bc I stopped nurturing it with positive, influential material.

 

I told you from the start that I never want a divorce. I meant that! I want to love you for life and do GREAT things with you, and grow old with you, and raise a family with you, and be the man you desire in every area. These feelings are ingrained in my heart. They’re who I am. They don’t just go away.

 

I realized what a wonderful wife you are. And how special you are. And how you’ve blessed my life in so many ways. You’re everything I’ve ever wanted in a woman and more. I love you too much to just let you go.

 

Your love, prayers, and dedication guided me back to you and back to a healthy place mentally.

 

I know that if we focus on love and all things positive, then EVERYTHING else we desire in life will follow. So with that being said, we can not fall into the traps of negativity. We simply can’t do it! We must love, forgive, learn, grow, move on, and ALWAYS remain focused on the positive.

 

I love you baby, my heart is yours, truly.
A true apology is in changed behavior.
I’m forever yours hunny bunny…mwah!
You can trust me…I’m back stronger than ever.

You are my guiding light, my rock, my inspiration, my everything!

 

I love you!

 

Your husband,
Steven

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Author: Steven & Suzie Jennings

She was raised as a Mormon, and he is a convict serving 43 years in prison. This blog offers a glimpse into two vastly different worlds that somehow came crashing together. Join them on their journey through prison life & married life.

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