Love Letter #36


Dec. 2012


Hi Steven!


Hi. How’s the weather up north? I’ve been thinking of you. Yes, your letters do make me feel special. You reach out and touch me with every word you write.


I realize that our relationship and our situation is a bit different from society’s view of normal and traditional. You and I are making our own personal “S & S” style. My focus is also on us and our relationship. You asked me what I expect from you? That’s easy: Love me. Love me unconditionally, and I will love you the same.


Who will you be upon release from prison, you asked? I don’t know. But I do know that you will be loved by me and our children. And that we will have a beautiful home together.


You’ve told me that you want to be with other women when you get out. Will I like you sleeping with other women? No. It would break my heart baby. That is not what I envision our life together when you get out. I want you to come home to me and our family. Please realize that we will most likely have kids by the time you are released, so please be considerate, discrete, and know your position as a “father figure” if you are with lots of other women when you get out of prison.


I want a family with you, Steven. A home, family dinners, family vacations, Christmas mornings, I want it all and I want it with the man I love…YOU. I will wait for you baby. Rest assured, I’m not gonna go out looking for other men or go out with the intention of finding a lover. My devotion is to you. Always and forever. I am a one-man kind of gal. I am faithfully yours.


I’ll say a sweet goodnight to you now. Sending you lots of love.


I love you.


Your Sweetheart,


Author: Steven & Suzie Jennings

She was raised as a Mormon, and he is a convict serving 43 years in prison. This blog offers a glimpse into two vastly different worlds that somehow came crashing together. Join them on their journey through prison life & married life.

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