Letter #12

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Dec. 2012

Hi Suzie,

Come on over here and sit on my lap. Lean back and let me hold you. I’ll move your hair to one side. I love kissing your neck soft and slow. I whisper in you ear, “I love you, Suzie.” You respond by  turning into me. I kiss your lips as my fingertips stroke your beautiful face. Our kiss is slow and sensual. I love kissing you. I can feel your body temperature rise and your heart beat faster. I know exactly what you want…

This lengthy paragraph is VERY sexual and intimate in nature, so I have chosen to strike it from this post.

Thank you for all the letters. I love hearing from you. I love how you speak your mind, and the fact that I am even addressing this. Don’t ever hold back on your concerns, feelings, or your desire to express yourself. I always want to know how you feel so I can make the proper adjustments. I don’t want my baby feeling any other kinda way than happy happy happy!

You’re awesome babygirl and I appreciate you with all my heart. You are a true blessing.  You are SOO far above and beyond the type of women who I’ve received letters from in the past. You are in your own class, baby. You exceed my expectations, whereas all the others didn’t even come close. I didn’t expect to find anyone serious from my online ad. Tell me what I can do for you. Give me a task of some sort. Don’t limit me or underestimate my abilities just because I’m in prison. Keep your mind wide open and let me amaze you. So far this week I’ve sent you mail everyday…and I will continue to do so. Because I know you like it and I like to make you happy.

So, you thought I had hundreds of offers, huh? Not quite. You’re funny! I’m so glad you wrote me. I like how you lack experience in the bedroom. What about in the living room, in the kitchen, on the counter, in the bathroom, bent over the bathtub?

Another VERY sexually explicit paragraph…for my eyes only.  😉

I know we will make perfect lovers for each other. You’ll never find anyone who’ll love you the way I will. I know you feel this is too perfect, but really its not. Here’s why: I’m locked up in prison. We’d have to wait 3 years after we get married to make love. It’s the situations and the fact that I’m in prison that will cause pain and disappointment. That’s just one more reason why I will do everything in my power to treat you like a Goddess, to worship you, and make you as happy as I possibly can.

I’m going to love you with all my heart and soul, I will embrace your passions and desires as my own and always be here for you with love and respect.  And when our moment finally arrives when we can lay arm in arm, it’ll be the most incredible feeling we’ve ever experienced.

I can’t believe how much we have in common. I challenge you to find other people who have this much in common on the natch. I say “on the natch” because now that we’ve met and I love you, we’re fixing to have a lot more in common. I’m so easy going and ALL about you. When we need to compromise on things, I’ll compromise in your behalf darn near every time. I want what makes you happy. Making you happy is what really makes me happy. It’s a cycle of love that will never end…it feeds off each other and only gets stronger…we become soul mates and care for each other like we care for ourselves…it’s a beautiful thang babygirl. This is the type of relationship I desire. This is the type of relationship I see developing between you and I.

What’s on your agenda for this weekend? Have you ever been water skiing in the ocean and then a rip tide comes and wipes you out and as you fall, water shoots up your butt so far you can taste the salt? Yeah, me either.

I’ve lived all these years without you. Without love. I know what it feels like to be alone, to be empty. Now that I’ve met you, I’m really feeling that romantic notion of love. I look at your picture that I taped together, and I see a woman who I love. I feel so much love for you in my heart. I just wanna hug you and cry as I whisper “Thank you” over and over in your ear. You are the woman I’ve been searching for. That’s why it’s so easy and natural for me to say, “I love you, Suzie.”

I’m thinking good sweet romantic thoughts of you. You make my face smile and my heart sing. Thank you for blessing me. Because of you, my days are so much better. I appreciate you!

You Are Always On My Mind,
Steven

Author: Steven & Suzie Jennings

She was raised as a Mormon, and he is a convict serving 43 years in prison. This blog offers a glimpse into two vastly different worlds that somehow came crashing together. Join them on their journey through prison life & married life.

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