Love Letter #5

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Dec. 2012

 

Suzie!

 

I woke up thinking of you. Not a huge surprise considering I went to bed thinking of you.

 

I am very amazed at how much we have in common. I would very much love to develope a close and meanningful friendship with you. I just hope I can keep your attention and you don’t get bored with me.

If I may be so honest with you…I do have a little concern. What if, just what if, you are not who you say you are? Would that reflect on me for being ignorant? I mean it is possible you are a 53 year old man or woman pretending to be this beautiful 27 year old woman. So here’s the remedy: Erase any doubt in my mind. Please. I’m not some paranoid insecure freak. I’m just trying to be smart in a world full of trickery. The ol saying goes “if they can trick you they can beat you”. So lets take that first step towards clairity because yes, I am a little confused. You just seem too good to be true. I wanna know beyond a shadow of doubt that this is really you. Please tell me you understand.

 

I have to admit, I was suprised you gave me your home address. Your safe with me…but how would you know that? Are you always such a big risk taker?

 

I also see a friendship growing between us. Maybe more. Maybe lovers. I would like that. When you say , “maybe more”, what do you think of? If you could script the future perfectly, what would it look like. What do YOU want? I know what I want. I want a woman to love and cherish. I want that special love in my life. I want to have a close meaningful relationship. I want to treat a woman the way a woman should be treated…with love, understanding, and respect…ALWAYS! But I don’t want just anyone. I wont settle. I’m looking for someone I’m attracted to on ALL levels. I might have to wait until I get out to find her. I’m willing to do that. Or maybe I just found her? One thing is for sure…I wont stop looking until I find her. I’ve gone so long with out a real love in my life. It’s what I miss the most. So feel free to flirt with me however you want. I wont get the wrong impression…trust me. Be yourself and let go. Do what comes natural, don’t hold back. Tell me what you want and how you want it. Teach me your ways. I’m eager to learn. I listen. I apply.

 

I really love how you hand write your letters and make them so personal. Not many people do that these days. I pretty much think of you non stop since that first letter. You’ve captured my attention and imagination. I think of you and smile.

 

Do you think you could really love me? Despite the fact I’m in prison? Food for thought.

 

Thank you for bringing joy to my day.
I appreciate you.

 

Your new friend…maybe more. 😉

 

Sincerely,
Steven

 

Author: Steven & Suzie Jennings

She was raised as a Mormon, and he is a convict serving 43 years in prison. This blog offers a glimpse into two vastly different worlds that somehow came crashing together. Join them on their journey through prison life & married life.

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